
Pov Pak Kades's.
I've known the Berms Ratna figure, very familiar and very deep, dark past for me personally.
Flashback.
"Zan! I'm pregnant!"
I sniffed from the class that afternoon, the course that afternoon had made me dizzy, but Ratna instead came sobbing to say that she was pregnant.
"Aish! Gausah joked," I replied ignoring Ratna.
Ratna stood stiffly before me, she took something from her bag a long flat object that I did not know her name but now I know it was a testpack.
There are two red lines there.
"What's this?" I took the testpack.
Ratna took my hand to look at me seriously which made me look back at her.
"That's Zan's testpack! I'm pregnant, you have to marry me!" ratna answered that made me not believe.
Because at this young age I do not want to establish a marriage, especially because of pregnancy outside marriage.
"Can't! What will my family say later, Babahku famous doctor, Mother I am a famous Motivator, her son's marriage because of the child's ngehamilin people," answered I'm sure at that time Ratna was really hurt.
"You think Abah's the same Mak I'm not ashamed? Abah is a respected person in the village, I do not want to make Abah disappointed," Ratna gathered in front of me.
"Just throw the kid away!" my answer made Ratna fall silent.
I don't know what demon made me this way, Ratna just stood in front of me stiffly and then left with tears.
After that I did not hear from Ratna again for a week after our meeting which ended our relationship.
But the next day I was surprised by an intimate video of me with Ratna that spread, out of fear, I chose to run away and ended up becoming the Village Chief here.
Ratna's news is that, I don't know what happened to her, I'm a little sorry why I didn't want to take responsibility, if only I was responsible maybe my son was Gibran's age.
Either Ratna has aborted him I don't know where Ratna is now. I try to change myself to be closer to God.
Each of my prostrations contains deep regret, if time can be played there is no regret between us, actually I want to look for Ratna but after arriving at Ratna village first, I want to find Ratna, news says he has moved.
But now that I met Gea, somehow her face line was as beautiful as Ratna and Gibran, the boy had a face so similar to mine.
Off Flashback.
"Mas Ozan?"
"Ehm, yes deck?" I stared at Gea who was blowing my daydream.
"What did Mas Ozan think? If Mas Ozan is tired of carrying Gibran let me, "Gea offered to but I refused.
What bond I have with this child, Gibran every time I look at his face I feel calm, even the little snoring of his face that is immersed in my chest makes a meaningful smile.
"Dek Gea, can I meet Adek's parents?" I asked because I might have married Gea without her parents' knowledge.
"Ehm-"
Gea looked nervous, what was wrong with her, she was silent for a moment before I startled her.
"Dad?"
"Eh, Mum! I'd better finish my college research and go to town to see my parents" Gea answered looking at me.
Okay, I just nodded, Gea said there was a point, I appreciate the decision, our conversation stopped when we got to the front of the house that was reserved for the Village Chief here.
"Sir Ratna!"
"Rabella?"
I'm upset because Flashback remembers Ratna's name in my mind.
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