Being Trapped One Night With a Foreign Man
9. Not to burden the flowers

Jessica who saw the departure of Bunga immediately squeezed the blanket, then the woman returned to crying as a hiccup.

"What am I gonna do?? Should I end up in my own life so that there will be no more suffering? Hix,,, torch,,,,!!!" Jessica covered her face with both hands while crying so hard.

The cry was so loud that it rang into the ears of the Flower lying on the floor, so the woman quickly got up wiping her tears and got a glass of warm water.

When Bunga arrived at the room, he found Jessica still crying, so the woman immediately approached Jessica and calmed her down.

"I'm sorry, I've been gone too long, now drink this warm water so you're calmer," said Bunga made Jessica try to calm down and slowly sip the warm water that the flowers offered.

After feeling calmer, Jessica hugged her own knees while looking at the Flower that placed the glass on the bedside nightstand.

"Flower, what am I supposed to do now?" Jessica asked as she looked at the Flower who was now approaching her again.

"Don't decide now, we can still think about it some time ahead." Say Flowers that do not want if Jessica takes the wrong decision especially if the woman has the intention to abort her womb.

"But, huh,,,," Jessica let out a long sigh while letting her tears roll down her smooth cheeks, "whether I feel like ending this life alone. I couldn't wait for all the heavy loads to come at me" Jessica said, leaving Bunga shocked by what Jessica should never have said.

So the flower quickly hugged Jessica again and said, "no, no, please don't think like that!! I wouldn't be able to live if you weren't by my side, didn't you tell me I was your sister? You should take good care of me, instead of choosing to leave me!! Aye, right??"

Hearing Flowers say, Jessica again cried loudly, "hiks,,!!! Hicks,,!!! If you say that, how can I leave you? Hiks,,, hiks,, I really want to hold on, but this feels so hard!!!" Jessica with a heartbreaking voice.

"Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry," Bunga couldn't help but say sorry to Jessica over and over again, for she was truly sorry for her actions.

So, the two women continued to sob together until finally they could control themselves and then Bunga invited Jessica to clean up.

After cleaning up, Bunga also cooked for the woman, and Jessica was very difficult to eat, especially the woman every few minutes always shed her tears making Flowers feel more guilty.

Jessica opened her eyes when she heard the door shut.

'Flowers must have suffered so much to support me that always troubled him. Should I just leave here?' jessica thought as she sat on the bed with her hands wrung the blanket.

But when she recalled how Bunga said that she could not live without him, Jessica felt unable to leave Bunga alone in the small town.

"No!! I can't burden the Flower, anyway I will face my own problems!!" Jessica said with a long sigh, then the woman wiped her tears.

Determined to pretend to be fine in front of Flowers, Jessica exits the room and drowns herself in the kitchen while cooking dinner for the two of them.

So when Bunga came back and brought the dinner he had bought at the market, she was very surprised to see Jessica who was doing well in the kitchen.

"Jessica," said Bunga calling Jessica as she approached the woman stirring the cooking in a pot.

"Yes," Jessica replied as she threw a smile at the approaching Flower.

"You okay?" Flower asked worriedly as she looked at Jessica closely.

Jessica smiled as she looked at the flower face that also looked swollen from crying, it made Jessica feel even more guilty towards Bunga, so the woman smiled and said, "don't worry about me, don't worry about me, and after this we have to do the treatment of our face. Look at your face so swollen from crying with me."

The flower immediately grabbed her face, then the woman smiled, "in that case, quickly cook it then we quickly ate dinner and started the treatment for our faces," flower said as she gently hugged Jessica and closed her eyes holding back her tears that were about to flow out.

'Oh my God, I was so guilty of Jessica, but she instead looked at me like this, ' said Flowers inwardly with guilt enveloping her entire heart.